Running Out

We all know that I'm awkward as hell and can't talk to men to save my life. Therefore, I have a wealth of experience in the art of cruising online. At this point I have used Manhunt, Gay.com, Adam4Adam, Gaydar, OutPersonals, Connexion, Recon, Dudesnude, and OK Cupid. I know...that many is a little embarrassing. And that doesn't even include the 10 months of Grindr and Scruff I've got under my belt.

Most of those accounts are dead. My Recon and Dudesnude profiles are hibernating, because guys in the last few months the guys have stopped talking to me almost completely. I recently rejoined OK Cupid, but I may abandon that one soon as well, because I have found that this Cupid really is just okay.

This leaves me with only the two apps, which are also generally unsuccessful. I participate fairly actively, but the guys I message rarely respond and those who message me rarely interest me. I'm beginning to feel as if I've used up all of my resources, and this is a terrifying thing. Does this mean I have to *gulp* approach guys in person again? I could have never functioned in an era earlier than this one...

My little black book is running on empty at this point, and I have no idea where else I might meet prospective sexual partners. I can't tell if it makes it easier or harder that I would like to establish some kind of friendship with a guy before we bonk. Depends on the medium, I suppose.

I'm hoping it's just Venus in retrograde that's screwing up my sex life. My libido is feeling a little lost right now, and I don't know remedy the situation. A couple of nights of taking my clothes off on stage ought to help, though.